Sigh….actually wanted to write this yesterday but in the end I was playing text twist on yahoo all the time and in the end didn’t write…….actuially wanted the entry to be in Chinese but I realized that it would take me a longer time so here it is in English…..
About the Exam yesterday:
Well, yesterday woul be the most crazy day for the people who do bio and are in the science stream for chem., or would I say that it would have nbeen the most stressful day in the whole of the A level schedule if you are taking the triple science combination. Well, there was bio core paper 2 in the morning and there was maths paper in the afternoon.
Ok, first of all I didn’t have a very good sleep te night before bio. In the end, I did not manage to take any short nap in the afternoon before bio. Well, was at ymca mac most of the time. It was really stressful an I was kind of feeling stressed then. That was also where I heard the song “the rainbow connection” was just sooo nice. Oh yeah, there was also this group of cedarand raffles students who were studying there for their O levels and they were so noisey and I moved to the other end of the mac.
I slept for about 3-4hours at night then woke at about 5 to study bio again. Didn’t know what I wanted to study last min on the bus or in school before the paper then in the end I brought the whole bio file with me. I was really getting pretty scared, freaked out, that I was commenting stupid stuff to Sherlyn whom I meet on the bus on the way to school. I was like telling her “ It’s really very scary, it’s like watching a horro movie, but eht movie is about us.” I was so scared that I would not be able to produce enough stuff to write the essay although I studied everything and memo everything before. Then, I was merely reading to let more and more words pass my eyes. Just as I was entering the hall, I made a quick prayer, then was trying my best to reassure myself, like asking myself what I know about DNA, what I know about kidney stuff.
The paper was crazy lah. The essay was pretty ok, I did a transport in plants and meiosis question. Each qn had 3 parts to it of which I know the full ans to them as the meiosis qn was exactly the same as my prelim qn that I did and just rememorized the transport qn earlier in the morning. But I was shocked during the paper that I couldn’t spell all the simply names that usually you don’t bother to commit to memory because it was so easy, like of it was a a or u before the s in glomerulus kind of thing. Then there was this genetic diagram in the last structured qn that we were suppose to draw and the first time I drew it I did it correctly. Then when I reach the last qn, tricked by it, I thought my ans was wrong and changed it to sex linked recessive and dominate was the correct ans man….sigh……the maths was ok lah, got those trick ans that the solution was s bloody hell easy that I spent too much time thinking to much into it. After the paper, after much persuasion, I managed to get Farah to go with me o see ear ring stuff at Chamelon at hougang mall, bought two ear rings.
After my dinner, I called my boyfriend in China. I was really looking forward to calling him. Then it makes my heart smile again when I know that he was thinking of me last night and hoped that I would call and I was also very very much tempted to call him then. It was also earlier on in the day that he went around asking about calling international calls using his phone which is the top up kind. Then it was then that he found out, after so so so long, that his phone can call international calls. He tried calling my phone while we were chatting and it got through. From now on, whenever he wishes that we could like chat, he can call and I will call him back as international calls out is very expensive.
TODAY
Well, I went to lucky plaza to see some stuff and that includes getting the phoenix international calling card at a lower price. Then I was study at ymca with Jane. There was this friend of hers from church, in NUS pharmacy and she was supposed to teach her the bio option topic. Then there was all this talk about their church stuff and such. Well, I sounds scary. I know and confess that I have drifted but somewhere inside me, I know that one day I will go back but it just kind of feel not time yet? Well, I don’t know…..I will certainly come back for sure.
I was waiting for his call the whole of today as he said that he would call. Then in our chat, there was this part that he was saying that I had better get into a good university and be somebody otherwise we break. Well, that was a threat. Of course I know his well intentions behind it and its implications as I was thinking along the same implications too. Well, for him to come here, I had better be successful in my career, at least a decent job kind of thing, the other way is that since local university cert. are recognized at a lot of places, it would be easier for me if I am going over to China to work. As I was studying these few days, whenever I feel not like it, I will try my best to convince myself that I have got to work hard for both of us as there could be a possibility that I will have to be the higher earner if we end up together. Such a motivating force is quite strong, of course I know we must most importantly study hard for ourselves, but study hard for 2 people is really a stringer motivation :) Sigh......miss him so much....
About the Exam yesterday:
Well, yesterday woul be the most crazy day for the people who do bio and are in the science stream for chem., or would I say that it would have nbeen the most stressful day in the whole of the A level schedule if you are taking the triple science combination. Well, there was bio core paper 2 in the morning and there was maths paper in the afternoon.
Ok, first of all I didn’t have a very good sleep te night before bio. In the end, I did not manage to take any short nap in the afternoon before bio. Well, was at ymca mac most of the time. It was really stressful an I was kind of feeling stressed then. That was also where I heard the song “the rainbow connection” was just sooo nice. Oh yeah, there was also this group of cedarand raffles students who were studying there for their O levels and they were so noisey and I moved to the other end of the mac.
I slept for about 3-4hours at night then woke at about 5 to study bio again. Didn’t know what I wanted to study last min on the bus or in school before the paper then in the end I brought the whole bio file with me. I was really getting pretty scared, freaked out, that I was commenting stupid stuff to Sherlyn whom I meet on the bus on the way to school. I was like telling her “ It’s really very scary, it’s like watching a horro movie, but eht movie is about us.” I was so scared that I would not be able to produce enough stuff to write the essay although I studied everything and memo everything before. Then, I was merely reading to let more and more words pass my eyes. Just as I was entering the hall, I made a quick prayer, then was trying my best to reassure myself, like asking myself what I know about DNA, what I know about kidney stuff.
The paper was crazy lah. The essay was pretty ok, I did a transport in plants and meiosis question. Each qn had 3 parts to it of which I know the full ans to them as the meiosis qn was exactly the same as my prelim qn that I did and just rememorized the transport qn earlier in the morning. But I was shocked during the paper that I couldn’t spell all the simply names that usually you don’t bother to commit to memory because it was so easy, like of it was a a or u before the s in glomerulus kind of thing. Then there was this genetic diagram in the last structured qn that we were suppose to draw and the first time I drew it I did it correctly. Then when I reach the last qn, tricked by it, I thought my ans was wrong and changed it to sex linked recessive and dominate was the correct ans man….sigh……the maths was ok lah, got those trick ans that the solution was s bloody hell easy that I spent too much time thinking to much into it. After the paper, after much persuasion, I managed to get Farah to go with me o see ear ring stuff at Chamelon at hougang mall, bought two ear rings.
After my dinner, I called my boyfriend in China. I was really looking forward to calling him. Then it makes my heart smile again when I know that he was thinking of me last night and hoped that I would call and I was also very very much tempted to call him then. It was also earlier on in the day that he went around asking about calling international calls using his phone which is the top up kind. Then it was then that he found out, after so so so long, that his phone can call international calls. He tried calling my phone while we were chatting and it got through. From now on, whenever he wishes that we could like chat, he can call and I will call him back as international calls out is very expensive.
TODAY
Well, I went to lucky plaza to see some stuff and that includes getting the phoenix international calling card at a lower price. Then I was study at ymca with Jane. There was this friend of hers from church, in NUS pharmacy and she was supposed to teach her the bio option topic. Then there was all this talk about their church stuff and such. Well, I sounds scary. I know and confess that I have drifted but somewhere inside me, I know that one day I will go back but it just kind of feel not time yet? Well, I don’t know…..I will certainly come back for sure.
I was waiting for his call the whole of today as he said that he would call. Then in our chat, there was this part that he was saying that I had better get into a good university and be somebody otherwise we break. Well, that was a threat. Of course I know his well intentions behind it and its implications as I was thinking along the same implications too. Well, for him to come here, I had better be successful in my career, at least a decent job kind of thing, the other way is that since local university cert. are recognized at a lot of places, it would be easier for me if I am going over to China to work. As I was studying these few days, whenever I feel not like it, I will try my best to convince myself that I have got to work hard for both of us as there could be a possibility that I will have to be the higher earner if we end up together. Such a motivating force is quite strong, of course I know we must most importantly study hard for ourselves, but study hard for 2 people is really a stringer motivation :) Sigh......miss him so much....
